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25 entries this month
 

THE DEATH OF TODAY

22:47 May 30 2007
Times Read: 817


As i sit in my dark world and wait for the death of the sun to the night I dream of her. I dream of her rising into the sky and as i look upon her with a heavy thoght, i am mezmorized. I adore her and as i feel her sweet soft caress on my soul and the touch of her loving light on my face i begin to worship her as the queen of light in my dark being. I reach for her tender love but the distance is too great, but my heart is in pain for the true magic she has brought to me. The song of her in my mind is that of wanting love and quiet desire. Her silence makes me weep her beauty is so deep. What can i do to make her mine alone this bright goddess in the sky?


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A THOUGHT

17:11 May 27 2007
Times Read: 834


I often wonder why i am the way i am. I can be a great one but my lonliness and sorrow get me. When will i have you in my cold existance? Am i always going to be alone from this moment on with only the thought of her to keep me warm. I am the true lost soul with no one but my suffering! So my fire is for her and do i hope she feels the passion and desire that the flame is!


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charskiss
charskiss
09:00 Apr 17 2008

I am alone , but with you in my thoughts to make me strong an devour the rage in me as my black cold heart warms with thoughts of our eternal embrace, there is no sleep and no sustanance for me just a empty pillow on which I wait for your presence to be there and dream things of love and fire to come our embrace will it ever come.





 

she is

17:39 May 26 2007
Times Read: 854


i laid to rest but when i slept it was the face i long for! A fire inside for her i have, but does she know? A confusion in me i have! My dark love give me pain and pleasure for the blood of you i want and need! Why are the evils of me wanting the love of you? do you want me? for GABRIEL is a fire of love and passion! THE DARK ONE I AM


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Awake

15:58 May 26 2007
Times Read: 855


i have awoke from a sleep of death and my mind is on you. No dreams no wanted nightmares just you in the light. Are you the one to heal my broken soul or is my deep desires a lie? Time and dreams of you will be.


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fire

06:36 May 26 2007
Times Read: 861


a fire inside that grows

a fire that will rise slow

who can it be

it is you in me

why is it so

is it time for me to go

who knows

i am HELL


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TO THE MOON

04:54 May 26 2007
Times Read: 867


IN THE LIGHT OF YOU I WALK.

IN THE LIGHT OF YOU I HAVE A THOUGHT.

YOU CARESS ME WITH YOUR GLOW.

YOU SHOW ME THE ROAD.

I WALK AND SEE A SPARKLE IN THE SKY.

BUT IT IS IT YOUR SPARKLE I WONDER?

I STARE AT YOU FOR A MOMENT IN MY MIND.

FOR YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND!


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one tear

04:07 May 26 2007
Times Read: 871


As i sit here the thought of she is in me. What can i do to have her soul! I walk in a circle and twice but in my head for i am sitting. What is this love I have for her? I dont deserve her i am a devil and she has brought from the fire in me a watery tear and it is beautiful!


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MY BLOOD

02:06 May 25 2007
Times Read: 889


SO I AM A DEVIL. IS THAT THE WRONG IN ME OR DOES MY SPIRIT YEARN FOR PAIN!


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SO IT IS

10:36 May 23 2007
Times Read: 904


THIS DAY HAS BEEN A WONDER! FROM A BLAZE IN THE SKY TO THE FIRE IN MY HEART! SO IT IS THAT LOVE HAS A FACE AND IT IS ONE OF A KIND AND IT WILL SHINE ON AND ON FOR IT IS THE STAR AND THE COMET THAT COMES IN A LIFETIME AND I RIDE THAT GHOSTLY FLAME IN NIGHT AND FEEL ITS ICY TOUCH. FOR WHAT IS LOVE WITHOUT THE COLD HEART AND A SWEET PAINFUL STING! SO LOVE IS UPON ME IN MANY WAYS FROM THE DARK LONELINESS TO THE WONDER THAT IS HER. FOR IN MY LIFE MY FIRE HAS BEEN PUT OUT BY THE WATER OF HATE AND CONTROL BUT NO MORE IS IT. COME TO ME MY DARK ONE AND FEEL THE FIRES OF HELL AND THE BLOOD LUST OF MY FANGS FOR I AM NOT ONLY THE DEVIL BUT A UNCONTROLLABLE VAMPIRE FOR THE BITE AND THE BLOOD! THE NEW DARKNESS IN ME HAS SPAWNED AND YOU ARE THE ONE WEAK MOMENT I HAVE. GIVE ME YOUR EVERENDING LOVE AND IWILL GIVE YOU MY SOUL! I AM A FREE FLAME BURNING THE WORLD! THIS FLAME IS A UNCONTROLLABLE DESTROYER AND YOU ARE AT THE END OF ITS DETRUCTION FOR YOU BROUGHT THE FIRES OF HELL TO THIS EARTH! FEEL THE FLAME AND LOVE IT FOR IT IS NOT OF THIS EXISTANCE. TO THE STARTER OF THE FIRE. LOVE GABRIEL


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charskiss
charskiss
09:05 Apr 17 2008

I will come to you and the fires of hell will come forth and engulf us in a eternal Love that will last forever.





 

THOUGHTS

08:00 May 21 2007
Times Read: 924


IN THE DARK I SIT WITH THOUGHTS OF HER. WHERE IS MY LOVE? NOT WITH ME SO WHAT CAN I DO? SO BE IT I GIVE UP FOR NOW I KNOW WHAT IS REAL AND WHAT IS FAKE BUT THERE IS A DARK ENDING TO THIS ME IN MY FIRE OF ......


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I GOTTA BE

05:57 May 21 2007
Times Read: 929


I AM IN A HOUSE AND IT IS DARK. I WALK WITH A CANDLE A ND SEARCH FOR THE FEELING THAT ISS THERE. I GO ROOM TO ROOM AND ALL I GET IS A CHILL! WALK I DO TO THE SECOND FLOOR AND I SEE THE DARK SHADOW AND IT CALLS ME TO HER! I WALK TO HER AND SHE RUNS! WHY WOULD SHE RUN FOR I AM A DEVIL YES BUT SHE IS UNIQUE. COME TO ME LOVE I ASK AND SHE DOES BUT WITH A SWEET SMILE SHE IS GONE AND MY DARK HEART IS DEAD OUNCE MORE! COME TO ME MY THOUGHTS!


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THOUGHT

05:48 May 21 2007
Times Read: 930


I AM TO LOVING, I AM TOO FEELING. WHAT DOES THE DEVIL DO TO BE LOVED? I ASK NOTHING BUT THE TOUCH AND THE LOVE! WHERE ARE YOU MY DESIRE! WHERE ARE YOU SO I CAN GIVE ALL THIS DEEP LOVE? TELL ME AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE I AM HURT AND MY SOUL IS GONE! TELL ME A WORD THAT WILL BRING ME BACK FOR ALL IS NOT THE SAME NO KISS, NO LOOK ,NO HUG! THE DEVIL GABRIEL IS LOST!


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charskiss
charskiss
09:09 Apr 17 2008

The fire that burns in me is raging as I lay alone and wait for you in my dreams I watch in the portal and you turn a sleepless nites waiting and tring to reach me but I am still to far to touch. My heart aches for your touch and my skin crawls and is wanting the feel of your warm hands against it.





 

IN TIME

21:22 May 20 2007
Times Read: 937


I WAS IN HELL AND YOU CAME TO ME AND THAT FAST ALL I NEED WAS A LOVER. BUT THE NIGHT HAS TAKEN MY HEART AND FOR THE LOVE OF YOU IS DEEP AND ETERNAL! TO THE DARK I RETURN FOR WHEN WILL I HAVE MY QUEEN! SO LET MY SOUL DIE TONIGHT I AM NEVER A CHOSEN ONE! SO BACK TO THE HELL THAT IS MY HOME I RETURN AND I LOVE THE FIRE FOR IT IS MY RELIEF AND MY LIFE! FROM THE HEART OF THE DEVIL GABRIEL.


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FEELINGS

17:05 May 19 2007
Times Read: 948


YOU ARE THERE ALWAYS AND YOU ARE IN ME AND THE THOUGHT OF YOUR TOUCH IS A DEATH THAT CONSUMES ME. I REACH TO THE ONE AND SHE IS FAR AND TAKEN BY DISTANCE AND TIME. WHY IS LOVE SO HATEFUL TO ME? WHAT CAN I DO TO HAVE YOU CLOSE?


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THIS NIGHT

03:44 May 19 2007
Times Read: 957


I AM ON FIRE WITH LOVE AND DESIRE! THE SUN IS SETTING AND MY SOUL HAS A PAIN FOR YOU! THE THOUGHT THE THOUGHT? WHAT IS THIS YOU DO TO ME? A SPELL ON MY MIND AND YOU ARE TO BLAME. THE MOOD IN ME IS INSANE TO A POINT OF DARK THORNS IN THE HEART. I AM IN IN A SWEET DREAM AND DONT WANT TO WAKE UP, SLEEP IN YOUR ARMS FOREVER! SO THE NIGHT GOES AND MY LOVE GROWS FOR I AM THE FIRE AND YOU ARE THE DESIRE! FROM THE DEVIL GABRIEL YOUR DARK ONE


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EYES

02:58 May 18 2007
Times Read: 993


I LOOOK INTO YOUR EYES AND I AM HYPNOTIZED

THEY HAVE ME MEMORIZED

I SEE A FIRE THAT NO ONE DOES

I SEE A FIRE THAT BURNS FOR US

I LOOK INTO THOSE EYES AND I AM ALIVE

THEY TELL ME I AM YOURS

THEY TELL ME I AM YOUR ALL

YOUR EYES SHINE BRIGHT IN THE DARK

THEY SHINE IN THE BRIGHT OF THE SUN

THEY TAKE MY HEART AND SOUL

LOOK ALWAYS INTO MINE FOR I AM YOURS

YOUR EYES ARE MINE INSIDE

DEEP AND TELLING THEY ARE

BUT IN REALITY I HAVE NOT SEEN THE SPARKLE

BUT TIME IS MEAN, TIME WILL BE

LOVE YOUR EYES!





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THE BREEZE

02:28 May 17 2007
Times Read: 1,006






I woke up early this morning to a dark sky. I was outside my house looking at the sky and one star appeared. Bright and alone living its final moments before the sun kills it for another day. I wonder what a beautiful light is upon me, i lay on my back and stare at it and believe it is her in my mind. Is she the angel actually looking down at the devil with love in her heart? I stare and begin to fall into a dream. i see her but is it you or my imagination? As i drift you come close and i feel your sweet touch on my face and through my hair. I see the eyes that make me fall into pure fire! My heart is pounding so hard i awake to a cool breeze on me. Was it your touch or the breeze? As i wonder this magic the sent of sweet purfumed flowers intoxicates my senses and i become drunk on them! The smell of 100 pink flowers make me disoriented and i think is this her sending me her love? The sweet sensation burns my soul and i feel her again close to me the fragrance of beauty has come to me with the breeze flowing throgh my soul and the wisp of the flowers i die for her love! As i see her and smell her with the touch of an angel my soul weeps! As i open my eyes the star is gone, and the breeze is also but sweet sent of her remains the flame in my heart!

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THE WEDDING

11:58 May 14 2007
Times Read: 1,021


JUST ATHOUGHT!

ME IN BLACK YOU IN RED UNDER THE FROZEN SUN. NOTHING BUT OUR WORDS OF LOVE. YOU TELL ME OF YOUR LOVE FOR ME I TELL YOU OF MY LOVE FOR YOU AND OUR DARK SOULS UNITE! I SEE THE SHINE IN YOUR EYES AND YOU LOOK ON ME IN THE SWEET LIGHT OF THE MOON! I SPEAK THEN YOU SPEAK WE ARE ONE FOR WE ARE THE KEEPERS OF OUR HEARTS AND THE NIGHT GIVES WAY TO OUR PASSION TO THIS DREAM I THINK FOR IT WILL BE LIKE THIS FOR MY SOUL WANTS IT! THE DEVIL GABRIEL


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THE NIGHT

11:28 May 14 2007
Times Read: 1,022


I AM AWAKE AND RESTLESS! MY MIND IS IN A STATE OF BLOOD LUST AND NO CURE IN MY FUTURE I AM THE DARK KNIGHT OF OLD AND I FEEL A DEEP LOVE FOR THE PAST BUT I AM HERE AND AM A KING IN MY WORLD OF DARKNESS!


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WHAT I AM

08:37 May 14 2007
Times Read: 1,026


I AM THE NIGHT I AM THE DEATH OF DAY GIVE ME YOUR HEART AND I WILL HEAL THE PAIN! I LOVE THE THOGHT OF YOU GIVE ME REALITY SO MY SOUL WILL BE IN PARADISE FOR YOU ARE AN DESIRE LIKE NO OTHER! WELCOME TO MY HELL AND YOU ARE MY DEEP DESIRE!


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ME

23:21 May 13 2007
Times Read: 1,033


I AM THE DEVIL GABRIEL AND I LOVE THE FEELING YOU GIVE ME AND IT IS A SWEET DREAM! LOVE ME IN YOU DEEP AND I AM YOURS FOREVER FOR I AM ONE THAT IS SO TRUE TO ME AND MY HEART AND SOUL CONTROL ME I SEND THE BLACK HEART OF ME TO YOU!


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THIS NIGHT

00:37 May 13 2007
Times Read: 1,040


I WONDER IF I WAS MEANT FOR YOU? I MUST BE I AM FEELING THE AWESOME POWER YOU GIVE!I AM A CREATURE OF DARK AND LOVE ME FOR THAT FOR I AM A DEVIL OF THE SWEETEST KIND AND WORDS ARE ETERNAL!


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THE NIGHT OF DESIRE

09:09 May 12 2007
Times Read: 1,043


I AM SO WANTING THE WORDS OF YOU! I AM A DEVIL IN A MYSTERY THAT IS YOU. I HAVE BEEN IN SEARCH OF YOU FOR A LIFETIME AND YET WHAT DO YOU FEEL FOR ME? NOTHING BUT A PROMISE OF ETERNAL LOVE FOR THE NEED IN ME IS STRONG! I REACH TO YOU AND TIME AND DISTANCE IS NOTHING FOR MY SOUL IS ME AND MY HEART IS ME AND MY DEVOTION IS STRONG!THESE WORDS ARE AN EXTENSION OF ME NOT SOME GAME OF EMOTIONS BUT MY INNER BEING THE DARK ONE WITH HIS DARK LOVE REACHING AND WANTING FOR MY LUST IS GREAT BUT THE LOVE IN ME IS GREATER! THE ONE DEVIL GABRIEL


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MY PATH

03:17 May 10 2007
Times Read: 1,046


I WAS HURT BUT HOW CAN I LIVE WITH HATE? I AM STRONG AND DARK AND A DEVIL ABOVE ALL! I NEED LOVE BUT I WILL NOT SUFFER FOR IT NO MORE I AM A BEAUTIFUL DEEP MALE OF THE KIND THAT IS RARE! I WILL BE A GOD OUNCE AGAIN EVEN FROM THE FIRES THAT RAISED ME! LOVE GABRIEL


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MY REBIRTH

02:10 May 10 2007
Times Read: 1,050


I WAS IN HELL OUNCE MORE BUT I AM ALIVE BLOOD AND TEARS BUT MY SOUL WILL NOT GO! I AM MEANT FOR THE EVIL CAUSE OR THE BLOOD WOULD HAVE DROWNED ME! BUT I AM A LONE DEVIL NO LOVE NO FRIENDS BUT YOU AND SILENTIN MY WAYS. I AM GABRIEL AND I AM BACK MY FRIENDS!


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